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One Day.
Thursday, August 22, 2013 2:35 AM
it's hard and it hurts.
on bad days, i wish badly upon you,
things like hoping you'll never be able to see that chair differently.
things like hoping you'll never be able to kiss a girl on her lips,
then nose, then forehead, without remembering me.
things like hoping you'll never be able to visit the places we've been,
without seeing ghosts of me, and us.

but i walked past a restaurant that we went to once, yesterday.
a restaurant, that one of my favourite memories, of us,
takes place.
it's closed down.
and i realised,
it's time for my feelings to do the same,
they should come to an end too.

and i know;
i will always hope you find everything you need,
and wish the best upon you.
i will still get scared that the next girl in you life,
won't appreciate you like you deserve to be.
i will still worry that you are having a hard time,
going through whatever you're going through.


but i also know i will always know to remind myself;
that this, is your battle.
that if you wanted me there for you,
you would have shown me, somehow.

i'm not going to force it out of my life though,
because i do believe that;
gracefully, is how i should let you go.
hence, my feelings should not be forced in any way,
because;
feelings just are.