then i am very far from home.
i guess, you could say that i am homesick.

but, it's not like i didn't try.
i did try... to get home,
the hardest i should have.

but i am not allowed in,
i am rejected, i am declined,
pushed away, turned down.

they say home is where the heart is.
but what if i can't get home?
where would home be now?