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Friday, July 12, 2013 5:01 AM
either for the better, or for the worse, it really is a bittersweet feeling. bitter, because it feels as if you had found someone else so much more faster than i have, bitter, because it feels as if i am very, very easy to forget and move on from, and bitter, because i'm afraid that she won't treat you as well as you deserve to be treated, and vice-versa. sweet, because i've always ultimately wanted you, to be happy, even if it weren't with me, sweet, because even though you may not believe me on this one, i am happy for you, and sweet... because i do think that you, deserve to be with someone who makes you happy, atleast somewhat. but also, knowing that you have found someone else, perhaps better, or perhaps worse, knowing that also makes me rather... worried, scared and... feeling behind. because if someone like you can find a match, so quickly, when i am left so far behind; then what does that make of me... and what does that leave me with? |