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One Day.
Monday, March 25, 2013 5:42 PM
*this is not a jab at you, or her. I own this space, this is for me.*

watching you walk away from me like that,
deciding that I wasn't worth the hassle, the fight.
Watching that hasn't made me cynical at all about love,
nor has it made me bitter. Not a bit.
because rather than that, watching you walk away from me,
(when I wanted so badly for what I thought was right),
(when I wanted so badly for someone so perfect, but not for me),
has just shown me how beautiful it will be
when the right one comes along.

And to you; flaunt it. Hurt me. Whatever.
I never had the right to even be iffy about you.
But now, after everything, I can honestly say,
I have every right to feel negative.
But I will try, to just let it go.
Because that's what I'm good at;
dropping things (literally).
I hope the best for you, I hope you learn to love.
Because, this is for you:

Love anything, and your heart will possibly be broken.
To save yourself from that, you cannot give your love away.,
even to an animal.
Wrap your love up with little luxuries and hobbies,
avoid any entanglements.
Lock it up in a sealed box, or a coffin of your own selfishness,
It will not break.
But.
By doing this, your love will change,
to something inpenetrable,
unbreakable, irredeemable.
To love, is to be vulnerable.
Please remember this.