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One Day.
Saturday, November 10, 2012 3:15 AM
Maybe you don't mean to. But I tried to damage our ties and at the same time I damaged my heart. I can feel the cuts on my heart. And every time you act a certain way, or say certain words, or do certain actions, it's like you're pouring mountains of salt on my cuts. Maybe you don't mean to, but you still do. And it's killing me. Why can't you just leave me alone? Do it as the favour you owe me. Because we both know I'm not strong enough to severe our ties. We both now I'd come crawling back. Because I know that no matter how much salt you pour onto my wounds, I would take it and try to understand and make it okay for you to do that. Because I would rather take all of that than to severe our ties. I'm not strong enough for that. I need you to do the dirty work.

And you see, this is how pathetic the human heart is. Even when you're trying not to need them, you still need them to help you stop needing them.