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One Day.
Thursday, November 8, 2012 9:07 PM
I'm so scared that one day I am going to forget all the good times I've had. That one day I'm going to forget all the crazy things I've done. Or all nights I never wanted to end. I'm scared that everything I've done, all the experiences I've had will just slyly slip out of my mind and heart. Even the shit that happens, I never want to forget anything. Even if its bad. I don't want to grow up and realise that I've forgotten all my craziest, happiest, most exciting and heartfelt years of my life. Same with the important people I meet. I want to keep in touch with them and be able to talk to them when I'm older about all the crazy, fun stuff we did 'back in the days'. But I know this is not possible. I can hardly remember what I had for breakfast so yeah.

It's actually really sad, when thought about, knowing that fun times, happy days, sad nights, crazy moments and treasured relationships will all eventually be forgotten and moved on from one day.

That's why I try so hard to keep track of all the things I've done and relationships I've had. But I can't. I want to remember everything, but in order to move on, you have to let go and sometimes forget. Even if you don't want to. Because in reality, nothing lasts forever.